Been sleeping at zombie hours and waking at close to noon for the past week. I seriously hope there wont be Mob for this and the next weekend but I guess chances are slim =/ . Last event of grand finale andddd although I dont have a target but I still wanna do my best. My friend found 3 kittens in camp, and offered to let me keep one, but I dont think my mummy will allow it (for now) and I really dont have the time le sigh. Been talking to someone special but I dont think she understands how I feel. Trying to convey my feelings but I think I'd want to avoid disappointment haha. Found a trail of ants in my room, but im too lazy to conduct a Exercise Massive Massacre on them. I think I need to wear specs more often but I look damn kuku in it =( 8 more months to ORD, ppl tell me its just a stone throw away, but I think its more than 99 galaxies away. That sums up my thoughts for the week, but... I think theres more its too classified to reveal. hahaha
I wonder how you feel about me.. mmmmm secret love, my escape, take me far far awayyyy
You are forgiven. But I thought about it, and giving you a chance won't make any difference. We have been thru so many fights, and its still the same. Even if I give you a chance, we will still end up wasting time fighting and quarreling. We know it will happen, but we cant stop it. I'm not the one you are looking for. I can feel it, I can sense and see it for myself. I dont know, maybe you wanted me back because you were afraid of being lonely. And maybe you were feeling lonely during September. The thought of it gives me goosebumps and yes it does break my heart and its really quite disgusting. I really cannot believe it. To know you were daring enough to do it, just reflects how incompetent and not-up-to-your-standard I was. So I've decided to give up. Just too sick and tired from fighting and chasing you. Goodbye.

A faithful person does not get attracted to others. Their attention is for the one they love. A loyal person still gets attracted to others, appreciates beauty, flirts at times, but at the end of the day knows where their heart belongs.

Are you faithful or loyal?



You lied. I had to dig so much just for you to spill a fraction of the truth. And you still have the balls to find another excuse to cover up. Turning 22 already, if you want to do this kind of things, at least dont let my friends catch you? Or create a fool proof plan la.. zZz
How much do I mean to you?
Why cant we get along?
Who is between us?
Where is that warm fuzzy feeling?
What is going to happen next?
When will we be ok?
Just numb from all these. Someone save me.
Thank you for making my day so wonderful :):)