TUESDAY! Science UT was . . . ok shudn't blame the UT. shud blame myself for not studying for it. ZzZz. I'm feeling kinda "not myself" for the past few days. I feel that im missing something here in my life. RAWR!! Sianified. Some of the UT questions were like simple calculation, and yet my brain gave up on me! i just stared at the question for like 5 mins ( UT duration is 30 freaking precious minutes!!) and i keep thinking of something else. Vhat dhey bell !?! Can't bring myself together for 30minutes. holy cow. maybe i really need tuition. lmao. =.=

luckily i always have whacky friends around me. They drag my attention towards fun and coming up with crazy ideas, and keep me away from blahblah land.My class is so carefree, UT is like nothing to them. AND most of them just aim to PASS. lol. some even say " aiya! everyday get C for daily grade, UT also C. still pass what!" lol. BUT i need to get into a university, cannot disappoint my dad ! sian learning should be self motivated, and i lost my motivation.

oh on the lighter side, will get to see my favourite pro kia tmr! lol. our batch decided to meet up to "train" at sports sch tmr after school. see how pro has he gotten. haha. when i think about him, i cant help but laugh. really. all the silly things we did in sports sch, bullying him. haha! im a bully ! ! and huiru. you better go tmr. dunno how to convince you to go already la. haha. yeah. and i tell you. chitra nardan sucks. i saw huiru's math grade. like wtf man. UT all A's. i haven even got 1 A for UT yet. holy. finally got my VB ready on this stupid vista. damn it. tmr. is.MATH.KNNNNNNNNNNN. fwahhHH!!!