Monday.
Monday, July 07, 2008
9:58 PM
By PeeOnMyPants
MONDAY. start of the week. luckily it was enterprise today. if it was science, i think i'll pon class. enterprise today was quite easy. talked about leadership and stuff. So i managed to solo the presentation during 2nd meeting, finished it at 1215. yeah its JULYN's bday yo. went to causeway with baba jon and lihan for lunch and get a cake for tsung wei and julyn. we missed tsung wei's bday =( awwww. feeling kinda dreamy today. keep thinking about my past in class and on the train home after training. like when i was younger, when i started to pick up table tennis, when i first won a local competition and an international medal... then came some bitter sweet memories. Some rather joyful and some just makes me explode. Some choices which i regret making. Some really stupid things that i did. Looking back at my life, it seems like there's nothing to be proud of. A few years of glory, a few years of slacking and rotting and under performing. if someone gave me the power to go back into time once, i will re-live my sports school days, listen to what duan yong jun had told me, train smart, not train hard. i will also try to achieve better grades in school. rather than just passing and studying for the heck of studying. yeah and most importantly i should have listened to my parents. They always tell me that i am too young to get into a relationship now. these words had come to light to me only a month ago. guess my Stubbornnessgot the better of me. no point regretting now. we cannot alter time, only move along with it. And i do not believe in fate, as fate is overrated. It will disappoint you time and time again. maybe its a karma of all the bad things i've done in the past ( cant really think of any bad things i did thou ).
ah..... truck.