How I wish -
Thursday, November 11, 2010 1:46 AM By PeeOnMyPants
I should really be asleep now, but here I am on the laptop, writing rubbish on my cobweb infested blog. FYP's been a pain in my scrotum because I hate reading articles, I hate running trials, I hate writing up a final report. I rmb my facilitator for Human Motor Control questioned our existence, like "why do we age? why do our cells degenerate? why do we need to do this and that? why do we live and die?" Yes the question is why do we live? Have you guys ever thought who the fuck created the universe(s) the solar system, why do creatures even exist and evolve? Why cant there be just the sun, the other planets, and no living shit at all, just rocks and debris floating around the milky way. I just think we're here for a greater reason then just to "live".  blah blah blah just random thoughts that run through my mind at random time.


Well my life is like on fast forward. I'm already into my 3rd year, and its the final semester. Soon enough i'll be serving the god damn nation, and on a serious note, I'm pretty lost after that. Sometimes I'm inspired to study hard, do my best and be serious about life. But on most days I just wanna enjoy myself. Laze around the house, hangout with my favorite bunch of people, listen to my favorite songs, play my favorite games, enjoy my favorite ice cream and take siestas. Some times I wish to be stress-less and be freed from all commitments. Some times I wanna skip school, some times I wanna hold my racket and play against the invincible wall. Some times I wish I could go back into the past where I could restart my life, change some of the decisions I've made, do the right things, say what I want and need to say. But I guess its too late for all that huh.


okay i'm writing all these because this whole line of ulcer in my mouth is killing me. It feels like a toothache, but im not sure if it is or not. The ulcer is like a LUMP, omfgbbqxx tumor. I keep biting on it because its right between the ridge of my upper and lower teeth. Damn you ulcer!! =/