So many questions I want to ask, so many things I want to know.. am I good enough? am I the root to our downfall?... is there someone else on your mind?...

I know I haven't been the best bf for you ever since we were together but I know ever since THAT day, I have been trying my best to be everything you need, everything you ever wanted. Be the one whom you can confide your feelings to, the one to know your problems first hand... be the first on your mind when you wake up and the last before you sleep. I always thought I was doing the right things because you seem happy...

You are the girl that I really thought of being together with forever. The first girl that has dinner with my parents every Sunday. The first girl I've ever poured out my whole heart and feelings to even though you think I'm stone cold and too cool.

I promised to be the guy that makes your bad day good, and the guy that makes you say "my life has changed because of him". I promise to love you when you are sad, to love you when you are sick. Promised to love you when you are angry and when you are having a tough time balancing work, school and training. I love you at your worst and I definitely love you at your best.

I've promised you that I will never leave your side, but instead you left mine... Lost and confused, I want you to know that I will never break my promise because you are one of a kind. The kind that is outgoing and daring on the outside but yet soft and loving on the inside. The one that can tolerate my nonsense, and eventually use it against me. The one that will make her bed when she wakes because she is one hell of a neat freak which I adore so much. And you are the only one that can help me decide when I'm being presented with 2 choices. You are the one that always remember and always have a plan for us...

I really miss you. I miss all your silly moments and your hippo kisses. I miss your bear hugs and how you always cover my mouth for me when i yawn... And I hope you would feel the same because I cant live my life without you. I really cant :(