I want to be with you, but you dont want to. But you are unhappy about me going overseas and having fun with my friends when you told me to do it that very night you broke up with me. FYI. I dont go out with girls.  
I dont go drinking till late with them either. I only hangout with my guy pals. Unlike you, Im not so fortunate to reject many request from  the opposite sex when they ask me out for lunch, because that didnt happen on my side.

I really have no clue what you want me to do? You drop small hints about this and that but its not enough for me to know what you really want? and now you are tearing? wtf did I do? You think i was sarcastic? Its the hard cold fact, you broke up with me, we are not together anymore. You changed your fb relationship status the very next day. you told me to go overseas with my friends and go have fun, then now you are unhappy about it.

We had a plan. I was really looking forward our next big and long overseas trip. and I had been saving up alot for it. But oh well didnt expect things to turn out this way. I dont think I would continue to save up for that since neither of us knows what will happen? Think, THINK! dont let your emotions overwrite you.