You are forgiven. But I thought about it, and giving you a chance won't make any difference. We have been thru so many fights, and its still the same. Even if I give you a chance, we will still end up wasting time fighting and quarreling. We know it will happen, but we cant stop it. I'm not the one you are looking for. I can feel it, I can sense and see it for myself. I dont know, maybe you wanted me back because you were afraid of being lonely. And maybe you were feeling lonely during September. The thought of it gives me goosebumps and yes it does break my heart and its really quite disgusting. I really cannot believe it. To know you were daring enough to do it, just reflects how incompetent and not-up-to-your-standard I was. So I've decided to give up. Just too sick and tired from fighting and chasing you. Goodbye.